Sometimes the sight of something so beautiful makes me sick. In a odd way. In a way that if I can’t just spend a day gazing at it or somehow capture it perfectly forever I will just be so heartbroken. Something inside me goes “I have to have it”. Not always, sometimes I respond in a healthy way of just enjoying the moment and letting it pass peacefully by. I think I only get that way when I’m tired, rushed, and under rested. Interesting what we crave when we are stressed.